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More ruminations, rambles, rants and raves from the downhill side of the mountain.
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Friday, November 22, 2002
by Grace Slick Lather was thirty years old today. They took away all of his toys.At 10:21pm on 11/21, thirty years ago, my daughter was born. My other daughter was born 11/2 thirty-one years ago, but I didn't know her then. I didn't get to meet my oldest daughter until I started dating her mom. I have three kids, all adults now and all truly exceptional people. I only got to go through the whole birth experience with my middle daughter, but they are all my children. Today (OK, technically yesterday but I'm still awake so I consider it today...), however, is my middle daughter's day, so I'll get sentimental about her. Sometimes I can go for most of a day without realizing that I'm pretty much an old man now. I know, one's fifties aren't really old, yet they are. In my mind's eye, I am still somewhere between 18 and 26. Those were the years when virtually all the doors, all the possibilities were still open to me. I could have done just about anything in those days. My body and my mind were young and strong, and decades and decades of time stretched out infront of me. Now, my body is no longer so reliable and my mind is cluttered with the baggage and detrius of all those decades of time. Instead of decades of active life ahead of me, I face maybe 15 years or so of maintaining the status quo (a task that will take more and more effort each year), and then an inexorable decline as the biological machine simply begins to wear out. On my 30th birthday, I played the Jefferson Airplane's "Lather" over and over while I altered my state of consciousness (mostly with beer, if memory is to be trusted). Since then, I find that I don't do well on my decade anniversaries. What is truly scary is that I am beginning to react in a similar fashion to the decade anniversaries of my children's births. I find that a number of the people I know have no desire to live much more than the biblical three score and ten years. Personally, I would like to have ten or so fifty year "lifetimes" so that I could do all those things that I thought I might like to explore when I was 21. I would like to be a writer and a teacher and a politician and a warrior and a builder and a scientist and an entrepreneur and...and...well, you get the idea. The thing is that I would like to give each of those vocations my full attention for a significant (more than 20 years) length of time. So, I mark the passing of decades with a certain sadness. Maybe it's foolish of me, but, still...
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